January 12:33am

Just reach to KL.

It means I need to start my new semester study life.

Well,

I have not frustrated to it.

This is my responsibility.

I hope I can achieve an excellent result in this semester again.

Seriously,

I’m not satisfied to my result in second semester.

Even my parents give me the same respond too.

Now is 12:33am,

I still haven’t sleep yet.

Tomorrow I still need to attend the registration in college.

Started miss my home,

Just had call with my mummy.

Stay in the room,

I really don’t know what stuff I can do except faced my lappy.

My mind still very cleared.

Listening music and posting blog is the thing that I only can do.

Millions of boring,

Except boring, still boring.

The weather at KL is very hot!

God, please change the weather to rainy day.

The weather might be changes my mind happier.

Hope tomorrow will be a good day for me.

Sometimes,

I really need a space for me to breathe and release my depression.

I want to scream loudly… without any restriction.

First time,

I back KL with thousand of sadness.

I don’t want to leave my hometown.

Anyway,

All is over,

I should forget it.

It is not worth for me to remember it in my mind.

I should “delete” it FROM NOW ON!!!

Becky, U can!

Try to be yourself.

It is enough time for you to think the lousy stuff.

STOP IT!!!

FROM NOW!!! PLEASE!!!

I want to be a happy becky…

Not stupid becky!!!

FOR YOU~

Please you get out yourself from my heart.

There is no place for you to stay in my heart.

STOP!!! I hope everything can STOP in this moment…

I hope……