下一页。。。

一张照片如果裂了，

就算用最强的万能胶把它粘好，

中间还是会有一条明显的裂痕。

一段感情，

如果结束了。

就算再复合了，

或许它会比之前更好，

也可能它就像一张裂照片一样，

在彼此心中有着深深的裂痕。

“爱”，它就像一瓶毒药。

总会让人上瘾，戒不了。

偏偏又是良药。

它总会让人的伤口愈合。

良药又苦口，

在甜蜜爱情背后，

总是背负着无形的压力和反击。

到底“爱”是好是坏？

永远没有人给一个百分之百的答案。

我想科学家也无法鉴定这问题吧？

“爱”没有界限。

在爱情游戏理论，

没有绝对的游戏规则，

只有当下的感觉。

而感觉就是你唯一的赌注。

曾经有人说过：“爱”就是迷宫。

它会让人进了去，出不来。

迷宫可以有不同的出路，

每一个出路有不同的结果。

或许我找的出路不是正确的。

但我会试着接受。

直到它正确为止。

“爱”和时间有着分不开的关系。

怎么说呢？

时间会改变一切。

时间可以让一对好朋友变情侣。

也可以让情侣变成普通朋友。

有些可以用一秒钟来爱上一个人。

在那黄金一秒钟里，

感觉来了，

那就是一见钟情。

也有人可以用一分钟来结束他们的爱情。

不用华丽的解释，

就可以结束一切，

多么潇洒，干净利落。

“爱”对我来说，

不是个必需品，

但它是一个价值高的非卖品。

它有着别人没有的珍贵。

不是每个人都可以拥有它。

我可以不需要它，

但如果哪天我接受了，

我会尽我的能力来保护它。

直到我生命结束的那一刻。

这也是我对“爱”的承诺。

My Wish

2012 suppose to be a brand new year for me.

Just over one month in 2012.

What I done in the January 2012?

Nothing! Attend the class every day.

 Then “keeping” myself in the room.

End of the world? This is the hot topic now.

Do you think the world will end in 2012?

Ermmmm… I don’t think so!

I also hope it won’t happen forever.

I still haven’t achieved my dream.

I want to spend more time with my family and friends.

Unfortunately, just saw a video in Facebook.

The video show it has a high chance to happen it.

OMG… I don’t want to die.

Seriously I’m a girl who is pessimistic thinking.

Sometime, I really hate myself.

No mather in study career, family or others.

Once I face problem,

I will feel stress.

Don’t know why?

I be more weak now.

*Tear* are being my burden now.

Eyes always like water-tap.

When listens sad song,

I will cry.

When read a sad story,

I will cry again.

I always promise myself be stronger.

But I failed every moment.

This is my big weak point.

Becky Lee!

Make your 2012 be a wonderful year.

This world not only fill with black and white.

You are the one to coloured your world be more meaningful and fantastic.

Start from now on,

Switch off your emo minded.

Try to get fun from this world.

Throw all the stupid stuff away.

A brand new Becky.

You can! Go Go Go…

What I wish in this DRAGON year is……

1.       Achieve excellent results.

2.      Be strong…

3.      Improve my photography skill.

4.      Gain new experience.

5.      Get a boyfriend???  <3

6.      Family can always beside me. <3

7.      Make myself happier. J

8.      Get a branded bag. J

9.      Get a tiffany ring for myself as birthday present. J

10.  Of course, the most important is everybody always stays happy and lucky. J

家.

家永远是最温暖的地方。

第一次过完年像其他游子一样回到不属于我的地方。

心里真的很不开心和不舍。

想着想着，

眼泪又流了下来，

有时真的很希望这一天不要来。

眼泪会把我变得很懦弱。  

我讨厌这样的我。

很想要让自己坚强些。

但为什么每次总是失败了呢？

寂寞，它总是跟随我的身边。

这种感觉什么时候才能结束？

我什么时候才会长大啊？

现在的我，

眼泪不停地流，

很想赶快结束今晚的不开心。

希望老天可以带给我一个快乐的明天。

别人帮不到我，

自己的感受只有自己才会懂!

忍！是我唯一能做的。

脑海不停地浮现一切的一切。

真的很想找个地方来发泄啊！

很想摆脱懦弱的我。。。

January 12:33am

Just reach to KL.

It means I need to start my new semester study life.

Well,

I have not frustrated to it.

This is my responsibility.

I hope I can achieve an excellent result in this semester again.

Seriously,

I’m not satisfied to my result in second semester.

Even my parents give me the same respond too.

Now is 12:33am,

I still haven’t sleep yet.

Tomorrow I still need to attend the registration in college.

Started miss my home,

Just had call with my mummy.

Stay in the room,

I really don’t know what stuff I can do except faced my lappy.

My mind still very cleared.

Listening music and posting blog is the thing that I only can do.

Millions of boring,

Except boring, still boring.

The weather at KL is very hot!

God, please change the weather to rainy day.

The weather might be changes my mind happier.

Hope tomorrow will be a good day for me.

Sometimes,

I really need a space for me to breathe and release my depression.

I want to scream loudly… without any restriction.

First time,

I back KL with thousand of sadness.

I don’t want to leave my hometown.

Anyway,

All is over,

I should forget it.

It is not worth for me to remember it in my mind.

I should “delete” it FROM NOW ON!!!

Becky, U can!

Try to be yourself.

It is enough time for you to think the lousy stuff.

STOP IT!!!

FROM NOW!!! PLEASE!!!

I want to be a happy becky…

Not stupid becky!!!

FOR YOU~

Please you get out yourself from my heart.

There is no place for you to stay in my heart.

STOP!!! I hope everything can STOP in this moment…

I hope……

Beginning of 2012

2012年的新挑战，

我失败了。

但我不灰心，

因为对手真的太有实力了，

我输得心服口服。

这也证明了我需要加倍努力，

实力不比人家好。

对手来自四面八方。

但今天很开心，

认识了一些朋友。

知己知彼，才能百战百胜。

这话说得一点都没错！

失败是成功之母，

我会再努力做到最好。

今天真的尽力了，

也谢谢你们的支持。

比赛临前，

受到朋友传来的祝福，

让我觉得好窝心哦~

但我让你们失望了。

我不会放弃的，

加油吧~努力中的我。

也希望没入围总决赛的朋友们，

不要气馁失望哦！

我们一起努力，

希望可以在下一次的比赛有好成绩。

也恭喜得奖者，

你们要继续加油哦！

干爸爹！！！… XD