November~

Hey,

Someone is complaining my blog no update.

Well, I’m back…hehe

November!!!

What a busiest month for me.

Radio podcast, sell product, Nokia Application presentation,

Report, Personal Website development…

These all are trying to killing me…

But I never feel tired for those things.

On the other hand,

I feel that I have many challenge days…

I like it.

These can make my life be more challenge and interesting.

These assignment and project are fulfilling my life.

It won’t let my life become aimless.

Addict to photography,

Finally join to the photography club… Light@KDU

Yes!!! I got it…

Feel millions of exciting.

I can snap numerous of photo…

I can many new friends that same interest with me.

Woohoo!

I just get a freedom and relax weekend.

I snap everything…

Thanks for Blue bird brother accompany me,

And also be my blue bird brother driver fetches me back home.

Thanks you be my listener too…

Thanks for everything.

Meet two new friends again…

Fiona and Nelson…

Blue bird brother’s friend.

We have a great Saturday at One Utama.

Nelson is a good photographer same as Blue bird brother…

Fiona is a very pretty and friendly girl.

She looks very cute and nice to talk.

Thanks she be my model too…

This time,

I have snap many satisfy photo.

I like it so much.

Hope my lecturer satisfy too… teehee~

My wish list…

I wish want to buy a long lens for my DSLR.

Haha… Crazy to photography.

But still need to improve my skills…

Haha…

Don’t worry…everything will be ok…

Exam is coming soon.

I must forget everything which not related to exam.

I must concentrate to my study and revision.

My target for CGPA of this time is 3.5…

I hope I can get it.

From now on,

No shopping,

No movie,

No Chiong K,

No Emo-ing,

No insomnia,

No yamcha,

No dreaming,

No gaming…

Gambateh…

Good Luck for my friends and senior too.

BECKY LEE!!! READY? GO GO GO!!! FIGHT FOR IT~

Take a short break~

Today I feeling better...
Is time for me to take a short break?
I think so~
Early morning just randomly go to capturing photo.
Someone tell me photography can change mood better.
I did it~
Early in the morning,
I wake up with happy mood. 
I decide take some photo when I on the way to college.
I don't know why?
Just feel today is a great day for me.
Chic chak...chic chak...
Just take photo everywhere...
I try to use different road go to college.
It really different feel for me,
although the road distance is longer that I usually use.
Later still have meeting need to go.
Everything will be fine~
Just enjoy the day...


Alone...
Actually also is a good way for myself to relax.
Walk alone,
Shopping alone...
I think that is the best thing for me to do now... :D


Tomorrow no class...
Anyone?
No! Just me...
Walk around...
Try to view everything with optimistic mood...
That could be better for me... 

A busy and tired month...

Sorry guys,
I'm no update my blog since long time ago.
This semester really full of challenging and stress.
It is a tired and busy month for me...
There are many thing happen in this month.


First,
I join the nokia application development competition. 
Sound good and interesting right?
Yea, it is... but also make me become a mad girl.
I almost spend whole night in college to do this stuff.


Second,
We need to do a event that selling the product in our college.
Izit our product can get a good respond?
I hope it can be...
Because the profit will as consideration for our grade of creative strategy subject.
Stresssss againnnn......


Third,
We need to produce a poster "left 4 dead"
I admit I need to improve more my photoshop skill.
I realise that the photoshop are very important for this semester.


Forth,
We need to create our personal website.
Oh My Smurffff...
It is also a big challenge for me.
I never think about I want to create a personal website for myself.


Fifth,
Exam is coming soon~
I still wondering when I can start to do my revision.
I have set a high target for myself.
I hope I can achieves it.
Really~


However,
there also have a thing that can make me happy...
There is photography.
Now,
Photography become a part of my life.
I don't know since when I fall in to photograph.
I think it is two people influence me.
One is my lecturer...Mr.Valen.
His photo really inspire me...
I can feel the story in the photo.
This is the first time,
I want to spend time to view a person's photo.
And 
One is my senior, good friend and brother too...Blue bird...
haha... 
He is a person who like to capturing. 
He is the one who treat his DSLR as his girl friend.
He is the one that help me so much in photo communication subject...
He is the one who help,guide and teach me in photography.
I very appreciate to him.
Thanks very much... Blue bird... XD


There also have one thing that I can't forgot in my life.
There is......
I never forgot that night what I did.
I will remember what "XXX" say to me.
This also make me awake...
Thanks for your answer.
This is the first time that I cry for two days and two night.
I still remember the night...
My mind are thinking of you.
I can tell that the sky are black and no any star twinkling.
This night, I'll never forgot.
Even my housemate hug me,
but it also useless for me.
At the moment,
I hope time can over faster.
I remember a person told me that photography can change mood better.
I tried it. 
It work.
But after photography,
my mood change to bad mood again...
I feel happy that we still are friend.


Just come back from hometown.
Long time I no back hometown.
I miss my bed.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
I miss my piano.
I miss my room.
I miss everything in my hometown.
Home really is the best place for me to take a breath.
I feeling better after I back from hometown.
I saw my mummy wait me in front of the gate.
I saw my grandma wait me with the tired eyes because it is night when I reach home.
I saw my daddy wait me come down from the bus.
I saw my brother with his smiling face.
These scenes change my mood getting better and better.
I feel the world are peace in that moment.
There are no words can describe my feeling.


Although it is only a few days,
I need to back to my life.
But this time I can solve the problem with smiling face.


Unfortunately,
the stress and angry come to visit me again.
Am I too weak?
Am I a weak person?
Suddenly,
I feel like there are no hope in this world...
The problem coming one by one.
I can't accept it at the moment.
I feel I want to give up everything.
I don't know what I suppose to do now.
I very tired...tired...tired...
But I know I can't give them up. 
Those are my responsibility.
So I have the responsible to complete it.
So I try to change myself become stronger and stronger.
I have confident that I can overcome the problem that I face now.
You never try, you never know.~.
Izit true?
I think so!!!


God Bless Me~ I hope everything can run smoothly...
I miss the moment that we together.
Possible the moment will appear in my life again?
The answer is ...???
Becky Lee!~~ is time to wake up!!! 
Cheer~ Good Luck!
A brand new life. 

Stay tuned~

Pass It~

I believe that time can change everything.
This few week,
I had an emotional study life.
I try to think others way to let myself clam down.
Finally I done!
I try to put them aside.
I enjoyed the last holidays.
Shopping, eating, and play bowling.
I feel that I only can release my stress during I play the bowling.
Am I really fall in love to bowling?
I think so!!!
In the few days,
my cousins and friends accompany me go here and there.
Thanks for them.
Especially Rachel, Jasmine and Orange.
You all really help me to face the "problem".
All of you try to make me happy.
Now I am getting better.
I also waiting something that I want to.
I hope my dream can come true.
This month is our college sports carnival month.
Just watch two of basketball competition.
Congratulation to Green House (Mass Communication Group)
Green house was get third.
Gambateh!!! support support support!
I still remember the slogan.haha
"Go Green Go Green, Sure Win Sure Win"
Fantastic!!!
I also get few new friend during watching the basketball competition.
TeeHee***
Our proposal also had approved by Nokia.
It means that we possible design the application.
haha... sound quite good. 
I am enjoy the process and challenge.
Hope everything will be ok!
Gambateh!!!
Will you support me? 
Stay tuned~! 

雨后~我

凉凉的雨水仿佛把一切的乌云都吹散了，

那谁又能把我的坏心情变好呢？

几天反反复复的心情，

我也感到无奈！

雨后的晴天总会有彩虹出现，

而我呢？

属于我的彩虹什么时候才会出现？

雨后的天空总是特别的蓝，

为何我心里的天空总是那么暗而毫无生命力？

雨后初出的太阳总是那么地温暖，

那我的心为何却毫无一丝丝开朗？

Myself.

Almost the whole weeks,

My mood is getting worse and worse...

Something make my mind become sober.

I realize that the earth is not just turning for me.

I don't know when I will change myself back?

I feel I lost myself.

Whatever!!!

I don't care!!!

I hope all will over faster... 

If not......

Raya Holidayssss!!!

I'm back...
I think I quite long time no update my blog.
Well,
I start to enjoy my holidays again.
I come back to hometown again.
My friends keep asking me,
"Becky, why this month you have so many holidays huh?"
"Becky, why you looks so free?"
haha~ Friends...
This month, I really have many weeks of holidays.
The first two weeks are my semester break.
Now is my Raya holidays.
I get a new present from my parent. Wee!Wee!
Guess! What is the present?
haha... Deng! Deng! Deng! Deng!
A canon DSLR!!!! wakaka!!!
Actually this DSLR is compulsory equipment for this semester subject - Photo communication.
I ask permission from my parent that I want to buy the DSLR.
Parent agree me to choose the model that I wish.
I like something new and special.
Somemore I am a canon supporter.
So I decide to buy canon 1100D
It is a new model.
It quite cheap, function not bad.
Unfortunately,
I don't know how to use it.
It really complication.
It is my new "boyfriend" now...haha
I try to love him more.
I try to shoot anything.
I shoot around 100++ of rubbish.
Arhhhhhh!!!!!! why I so stupid?
Anyway I will try my best to treat "him" good.
And use "him" to shoot more nice photo share to you all...
hiak hiak... I promise.
Just have a great day with my sopo sisters.
You all look different neh...
Ah tong! especially you neh!
You really become a pretty girl.
"can I have your contact number?" wakakaka
Ah sim, you also become cute and cute.
We just watch the movie "Car 2"
They laugh me say I watch child's movie...
I think so! haha...
It quite nice. funny and exciting.
As I am a mass communication student,
Then I try to observe the way that they shoot this movie,
I can say that it is a brilliant flim and the graphics have really impress me.
The story just normal.
I like the stupid character, Mater.
He is cute.
I think he is stupid as me.
haha. His appearance and the way his act.
I like it. Especially his two teeths. Cute!!!
Ermmmm, I think next time all of you can call me "Mater"
If you have visit to my blog. haha.
I like to do stupid things and dreaming.
My mind still a little girl although I am 18 years old.
I try to make myself happy.
I really feel happy today.
Thanks for my two sopo...haha...
Love you all!
Hope we have to enjoy the holidays again and again.
Muakkkkk!!!

PS: I will upload photo to facebook and blog too. Keep visit my blog. Good night ^^