2011年12月14日 星期三

My new friendship...

Before I end my second semester study life, I am very lucky that I get new family. At the beginning, we don’t know each other. Time can change everything. After few months, we are getting closer and closer. Now, we treat each other as family. When one of them have problem, we sure involve ourselves to it. We solve the problem together. They treat me with the same way. Once I get trouble, they sure give me a help and support. I very appreciate it. When I feel stress and sad, they always beside me, they won’t let me alone. They treat me as their youngest sister. I feel very happy that I have older sister and brother. Thanks for everything. You really help me a lot.

First time, I cry for friend. I still remember the moment that you move out from our house. I send you to the taxi. My tears come out with non-stop. I tried to let myself be stronger but I failed to do that. Finally I cry. At the moment, I really feel I can’t live without you. The reason is because I already look you as my sister.

First time, I feel lonely when in the room. I miss the moment that we chit-chat before we sleep. I miss the moment that three of us enjoy the dinner together. I most remember is when I missed the bus stop and the driver fetch me go to Mid Valley. MC and you had tried to lead me the road and how to take LRT. I still remember the night your voice show that you are really worried me badly. Besides, the fellow - MC. He keeps calling me and I know that you are really feels worrying. That night I won’t forget all the time. :D

Although the last member that I met in the group. The Kelvin boy. He gives me a cool feeling when we meet at first time. He never talks to me before. Our friendship gives a strange feeling to both of us. After that, we start the first conversation. I know that he is the boy that hard to chat with people. Since the first conversation, we have a lot of topic to talk. He is a boy that very nice and helpful. At the same time, once you faces problem, he also is the person that support and help you. We are very bad, because we also bully him. Haha! The moments all we together are the passion for me to independent.

I feel glad that I have few of new “family” members. I’m very lucky that they never let me feel alone. Even I face many hardship, they still accompany me to solve it. Really thanks a lot… Yisha, M.C and Kelvin. Although we have less chance to meet, but I hope that we can join together again and again.




2011年11月20日 星期日

November~



Hey,
Someone is complaining my blog no update.
Well, I’m back…hehe
November!!!
What a busiest month for me.
Radio podcast, sell product, Nokia Application presentation,
Report, Personal Website development…
These all are trying to killing me…
But I never feel tired for those things.
On the other hand,
I feel that I have many challenge days…
I like it.
These can make my life be more challenge and interesting.
These assignment and project are fulfilling my life.
It won’t let my life become aimless.
Addict to photography,
Finally join to the photography club… Light@KDU
Yes!!! I got it…
Feel millions of exciting.
I can snap numerous of photo…
I can many new friends that same interest with me.

Woohoo!
I just get a freedom and relax weekend.
I snap everything…
Thanks for Blue bird brother accompany me,
And also be my blue bird brother driver fetches me back home.
Thanks you be my listener too…
Thanks for everything.

Meet two new friends again…
Fiona and Nelson…
Blue bird brother’s friend.
We have a great Saturday at One Utama.
Nelson is a good photographer same as Blue bird brother…
Fiona is a very pretty and friendly girl.
She looks very cute and nice to talk.
Thanks she be my model too…

This time,
I have snap many satisfy photo.
I like it so much.
Hope my lecturer satisfy too… teehee~

My wish list…
I wish want to buy a long lens for my DSLR.
Haha… Crazy to photography.
But still need to improve my skills…
Haha…
Don’t worry…everything will be ok…

Exam is coming soon.
I must forget everything which not related to exam.
I must concentrate to my study and revision.
My target for CGPA of this time is 3.5…
I hope I can get it.
From now on,
No shopping,
No movie,
No Chiong K,
No Emo-ing,
No insomnia,
No yamcha,
No dreaming,
No gaming…
Gambateh…
Good Luck for my friends and senior too.

BECKY LEE!!! READY? GO GO GO!!! FIGHT FOR IT~

2011年10月27日 星期四

Take a short break~




Today I feeling better...
Is time for me to take a short break?
I think so~
Early morning just randomly go to capturing photo.
Someone tell me photography can change mood better.
I did it~
Early in the morning,
I wake up with happy mood. 
I decide take some photo when I on the way to college.
I don't know why?
Just feel today is a great day for me.
Chic chak...chic chak...
Just take photo everywhere...
I try to use different road go to college.
It really different feel for me,
although the road distance is longer that I usually use.
Later still have meeting need to go.
Everything will be fine~
Just enjoy the day...


Alone...
Actually also is a good way for myself to relax.
Walk alone,
Shopping alone...
I think that is the best thing for me to do now... :D


Tomorrow no class...
Anyone?
No! Just me...
Walk around...
Try to view everything with optimistic mood...
That could be better for me... 





2011年10月25日 星期二

A busy and tired month...

Sorry guys,
I'm no update my blog since long time ago.
This semester really full of challenging and stress.
It is a tired and busy month for me...
There are many thing happen in this month.


First,
I join the nokia application development competition. 
Sound good and interesting right?
Yea, it is... but also make me become a mad girl.
I almost spend whole night in college to do this stuff.


Second,
We need to do a event that selling the product in our college.
Izit our product can get a good respond?
I hope it can be...
Because the profit will as consideration for our grade of creative strategy subject.
Stresssss againnnn......


Third,
We need to produce a poster "left 4 dead"
I admit I need to improve more my photoshop skill.
I realise that the photoshop are very important for this semester.


Forth,
We need to create our personal website.
Oh My Smurffff...
It is also a big challenge for me.
I never think about I want to create a personal website for myself.


Fifth,
Exam is coming soon~
I still wondering when I can start to do my revision.
I have set a high target for myself.
I hope I can achieves it.
Really~


However,
there also have a thing that can make me happy...
There is photography.
Now,
Photography become a part of my life.
I don't know since when I fall in to photograph.
I think it is two people influence me.
One is my lecturer...Mr.Valen.
His photo really inspire me...
I can feel the story in the photo.
This is the first time,
I want to spend time to view a person's photo.
And 
One is my senior, good friend and brother too...Blue bird...
haha... 
He is a person who like to capturing. 
He is the one who treat his DSLR as his girl friend.
He is the one that help me so much in photo communication subject...
He is the one who help,guide and teach me in photography.
I very appreciate to him.
Thanks very much... Blue bird... XD


There also have one thing that I can't forgot in my life.
There is......
I never forgot that night what I did.
I will remember what "XXX" say to me.
This also make me awake...
Thanks for your answer.
This is the first time that I cry for two days and two night.
I still remember the night...
My mind are thinking of you.
I can tell that the sky are black and no any star twinkling.
This night, I'll never forgot.
Even my housemate hug me,
but it also useless for me.
At the moment,
I hope time can over faster.
I remember a person told me that photography can change mood better.
I tried it. 
It work.
But after photography,
my mood change to bad mood again...
I feel happy that we still are friend.


Just come back from hometown.
Long time I no back hometown.
I miss my bed.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
I miss my piano.
I miss my room.
I miss everything in my hometown.
Home really is the best place for me to take a breath.
I feeling better after I back from hometown.
I saw my mummy wait me in front of the gate.
I saw my grandma wait me with the tired eyes because it is night when I reach home.
I saw my daddy wait me come down from the bus.
I saw my brother with his smiling face.
These scenes change my mood getting better and better.
I feel the world are peace in that moment.
There are no words can describe my feeling.


Although it is only a few days,
I need to back to my life.
But this time I can solve the problem with smiling face.


Unfortunately,
the stress and angry come to visit me again.
Am I too weak?
Am I a weak person?
Suddenly,
I feel like there are no hope in this world...
The problem coming one by one.
I can't accept it at the moment.
I feel I want to give up everything.
I don't know what I suppose to do now.
I very tired...tired...tired...
But I know I can't give them up. 
Those are my responsibility.
So I have the responsible to complete it.
So I try to change myself become stronger and stronger.
I have confident that I can overcome the problem that I face now.
You never try, you never know.~.
Izit true?
I think so!!!


God Bless Me~ I hope everything can run smoothly...
I miss the moment that we together.
Possible the moment will appear in my life again?
The answer is ...???
Becky Lee!~~ is time to wake up!!! 
Cheer~ Good Luck!
A brand new life. 






Stay tuned~





2011年9月25日 星期日

Pass It~

I believe that time can change everything.
This few week,
I had an emotional study life.
I try to think others way to let myself clam down.
Finally I done!
I try to put them aside.
I enjoyed the last holidays.
Shopping, eating, and play bowling.
I feel that I only can release my stress during I play the bowling.
Am I really fall in love to bowling?
I think so!!!
In the few days,
my cousins and friends accompany me go here and there.
Thanks for them.
Especially Rachel, Jasmine and Orange.
You all really help me to face the "problem".
All of you try to make me happy.
Now I am getting better.
I also waiting something that I want to.
I hope my dream can come true.
This month is our college sports carnival month.
Just watch two of basketball competition.
Congratulation to Green House (Mass Communication Group)
Green house was get third.
Gambateh!!! support support support!
I still remember the slogan.haha
"Go Green Go Green, Sure Win Sure Win"
Fantastic!!!
I also get few new friend during watching the basketball competition.
TeeHee***
Our proposal also had approved by Nokia.
It means that we possible design the application.
haha... sound quite good. 
I am enjoy the process and challenge.
Hope everything will be ok!
Gambateh!!!
Will you support me? 
Stay tuned~! 

2011年9月10日 星期六

雨后~我

凉凉的雨水仿佛把一切的乌云都吹散了,
那谁又能把我的坏心情变好呢?
几天反反复复的心情,
我也感到无奈!
雨后的晴天总会有彩虹出现,
而我呢?
属于我的彩虹什么时候才会出现?
雨后的天空总是特别的蓝,
为何我心里的天空总是那么暗而毫无生命力?
雨后初出的太阳总是那么地温暖,
那我的心为何却毫无一丝丝开朗?


2011年9月9日 星期五

Myself.

Almost the whole weeks,
My mood is getting worse and worse...
Something make my mind become sober.
I realize that the earth is not just turning for me.
I don't know when I will change myself back?
I feel I lost myself.
Whatever!!!
I don't care!!!
I hope all will over faster... 
If not......