I'm no update my blog since long time ago.
This semester really full of challenging and stress.
It is a tired and busy month for me...
There are many thing happen in this month.
First,
I join the nokia application development competition.
Sound good and interesting right?
Yea, it is... but also make me become a mad girl.
I almost spend whole night in college to do this stuff.
Second,
We need to do a event that selling the product in our college.
Izit our product can get a good respond?
I hope it can be...
Because the profit will as consideration for our grade of creative strategy subject.
Stresssss againnnn......
Third,
We need to produce a poster "left 4 dead"
I admit I need to improve more my photoshop skill.
I realise that the photoshop are very important for this semester.
Forth,
We need to create our personal website.
Oh My Smurffff...
It is also a big challenge for me.
I never think about I want to create a personal website for myself.
Fifth,
Exam is coming soon~
I still wondering when I can start to do my revision.
I have set a high target for myself.
I hope I can achieves it.
Really~
However,
there also have a thing that can make me happy...
There is photography.
Now,
Photography become a part of my life.
I don't know since when I fall in to photograph.
I think it is two people influence me.
One is my lecturer...Mr.Valen.
His photo really inspire me...
I can feel the story in the photo.
This is the first time,
I want to spend time to view a person's photo.
And
One is my senior, good friend and brother too...Blue bird...
haha...
He is a person who like to capturing.
He is the one who treat his DSLR as his girl friend.
He is the one that help me so much in photo communication subject...
He is the one who help,guide and teach me in photography.
I very appreciate to him.
Thanks very much... Blue bird... XD
There also have one thing that I can't forgot in my life.
There is......
I never forgot that night what I did.
I will remember what "XXX" say to me.
This also make me awake...
Thanks for your answer.
This is the first time that I cry for two days and two night.
I still remember the night...
My mind are thinking of you.
I can tell that the sky are black and no any star twinkling.
This night, I'll never forgot.
Even my housemate hug me,
but it also useless for me.
At the moment,
I hope time can over faster.
I remember a person told me that photography can change mood better.
I tried it.
It work.
But after photography,
my mood change to bad mood again...
I feel happy that we still are friend.
Just come back from hometown.
Long time I no back hometown.
I miss my bed.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
I miss my piano.
I miss my room.
I miss everything in my hometown.
Home really is the best place for me to take a breath.
I feeling better after I back from hometown.
I saw my mummy wait me in front of the gate.
I saw my grandma wait me with the tired eyes because it is night when I reach home.
I saw my daddy wait me come down from the bus.
I saw my brother with his smiling face.
These scenes change my mood getting better and better.
I feel the world are peace in that moment.
There are no words can describe my feeling.
Although it is only a few days,
I need to back to my life.
But this time I can solve the problem with smiling face.
Unfortunately,
the stress and angry come to visit me again.
Am I too weak?
Am I a weak person?
Suddenly,
I feel like there are no hope in this world...
The problem coming one by one.
I can't accept it at the moment.
I feel I want to give up everything.
I don't know what I suppose to do now.
I very tired...tired...tired...
But I know I can't give them up.
Those are my responsibility.
So I have the responsible to complete it.
So I try to change myself become stronger and stronger.
I have confident that I can overcome the problem that I face now.
You never try, you never know.~.
Izit true?
I think so!!!
God Bless Me~ I hope everything can run smoothly...
I miss the moment that we together.
Possible the moment will appear in my life again?
The answer is ...???
Becky Lee!~~ is time to wake up!!!
Cheer~ Good Luck!
A brand new life.
Stay tuned~
