2011的最后一天...

每新的一年，

我都许愿要一年比一年好。

但几乎都没分别。

所以今年决定了，

让一切顺其自然就好。

今年真的是我人生的转泪点。

第一次离开家里到吉隆坡去念书，

第一次认识了不同地方的朋友，

第一次真正的爱一个人，

第一次为一个人哭了整两天两夜，

第一次自己搭巴士回家，

第一次迷路，

第一次在别人面前哭，

好多好多的第一次都在今年发生了。

但这也让我成长了很多，

我不敢奢求太多，

觉得自己很幸运了。

2012年的第一个挑战就是歌唱比赛。

说真的，我的心情紧张的不懂怎么形容了。

我或许不比别人好，

但我保证我会尽力。

希望表现不要太差就好了，
不管明天的结果如何，
我都可以接受了。

加油！！！尽全力!!!GAMBATEH~~~ ^^

希望自己在2012年里可以有更多的挑战。

让自己快乐点，

让自己坚强点。

很高兴在结束2011年前，

拿到不错的成绩。

2012年加倍努力吧！

哈哈~ 希望身边的人和自己顺顺利利，平平安安，快快乐乐，幸幸福福，健健康康。

*for you(Q), 不要再担心我了，我已经放下了。你呢？还记得我们两个一起说过不会在这么"stupid"了。希望你快乐。*

Christmas 2011

Hehehe...

Guess???

How I celebrate my Christmas???

Ding Dong~

This year,

I celebrate my Christmas with my cousin ~ Rachel again...

Of course not only her...

Still have other 3 friends.

Jasmine, Orange and Reynold.

We meet at Sunway Pyramid.

After that,

We just walk around.

Three of us (Jasmine, Rachel and me) keep going shopping.

The reynold and orange, they walk around.

We having lunch together...except Jasmine.

There are too many restaurant at Sunway Pyramid.

Therefore,

we have no idea what restaurant we want to go.

I let them decide.

Finally we choose "Bubble Gump"

I went there before.

We having a happy moment there.

We keep taking photo.

Our Mr.Reynold. also keep doing the "funny" thing there... hahaha..

They provided a sign board for customers to order.

But he keep change the sign board. 

And the waiter though we want to order. But we not.

I sure that the waiter will angry when they though that we are annoying.haha

I celebrate my Christmas with four of them.

Then,

They fetch me go to meet my parents at One Utama.

There are nothing special for me.

Because One Utama already be my third home at KL.

Lastly,

I just back my aunty house and sleeping. hahaha...

What a boring Christmas night for me... :(

Great to meet my cousin and friends.

Jasmine, Rachel, Reynold and Orange. 

Hope we can meet again... :)

Guys, How you celebrate your Christmas???

Wish My dear friends and family... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Christmas Eve 2011

Though that this year I will celebrate my first Christmas at Penang.
I never celebrate my Christmas there before.
I celebrate my Christmas at K.L every year even I haven start my study there.
Well,
My mummy suddenly come to my room and told me,
"We will go to K.L on this Saturday"
Sure, I get SHOCK!!!
At first, I have no idea of it. 
But what can I do???
Just follow. 
I decide to my parents that I want to go Pavillion.
There have 140 United Nation Bear.
I decide go to take photo with them... hahaha
So after dinner,
We drive through there.
There are a lot of car on the road. 
All the road is in the jam condition.
Oh Yeah!!! Finally we get there.
We walk around.
I can saw there are many different bears.
The bears's body have different decoration.
All bears represent different country.
Some of the artist are draw their country culture on the bears body.
I love them very much...
The bears are "so so" cute... ("so so" is my little Eugene's Quote)...
This year I have no chance to celebrate my Christmas at Penang again... 
But the moments with family is the best Christmas present for myself. 
Merry Christmas... :)

My holiday trip...

How you spend your holiday???

At first, I have no idea to spend my holiday.

My planning is sleep at home for whole day and practices my singing.

What a boring holiday, right?

But finally I have a memorable and enjoy holiday trip.

The members are Yisha, M.C, Kelvin and me.

Four of us?

Sure!!! The trip only has 4 members.

Sound boring, right?

WRONG!!! The trip very nice and gain many new experiences.

Our destination is Penang.

WHAT!!! Penang? The place near my house,

I always go there for spent my weekend.

You will think that any fantastic experience at Penang?

I can tell you that “YES”!!!

I never realise that Penang has many things that I never experience.

I would thanks to Kelvin be our driver and tour guide.

I would thanks to Yisha accompany me in the room.

I would thanks to M.C bring a lot of fun and joke for us.

4 Days and 3 Night Penang Trip.

It really bring me relax and happy holiday.

I forgot the unhappy and stress in the days.

Although only 4 of us,

But I really feel happy.

We visit for many places such as snake temple, toy museum, beach, Penang Hill and etc…

Except snake temple,

I have no visit before.

I still remember the first we at Penang.

Kelvin bring us to the snake temple,

I refuse to enter it, because there are many snakes inside the temple,

And I decide stay at outside waiting them. :D

Next, we check in the hotel.

The hotel not has the glamour decoration,

No swimming pool,

No café.

The hotel only provides the room for us to rest.

Of course!!!

This is not our idea.

At first,

We decide to stay at Heritage Hotel.

Due to a reason,

The hotel finally fully booked.

This cause we need to say “bye bye” to the Heritage Hotel.

Our cute sister, Yisha always complaint the hotel not have swimming pool. :D

Then we start enjoy our holiday.

We eat many Penang street foods.

Char Kuey Teow, Laksa, Rojak, Cendol, Pasembur, Wan Tan Mee, Prawn Mee, Curry Mee, Bu Bu Cha Cha, Apom and “Dou Kou” juice. * The juice I almost drink every meal. Wakakaka… It is very nice. I love it*

I most remember the food that we eat for two nights is Lok Lok. We purposely drive to Gurney Drive to eat Lok Lok. 4 of us eat almost more than 50 stick in two nights. Hehe… It is cheap and delicious.

In my memory,

I never had been visit to Penang Hill.

My mummy says I had been before,

But I don’t know. Hehe~

Maybe is maybe not.

Who know?

For me,

This is the first time.

We go to the top of the hill.

The environment is very nice.

Early morning,

We breathe with the fresh air.

Everything has a good beginning.

We accept the life challenge with the happy mood.

*sigh* everything is ok.

Unfortunately,

We need to take a *scary* train to the hill.

The train like a roller coaster.

No! Is scary than the roller coaster that I played before.

I can’t describe how scare I am.

The three fellows choose the “VIP” seat.

We can see the whole view while the train is moving.

OMG!!! @@...

My heartbeat really wants to stop at the moment.

I expect that if the train have emergency problem,

What I can I do?

Sit in the train and wait to say “bye bye” to the world?

OH NO!!! But luckily everything go smoothly.

If you give me second choice ask me to go again.

My answer will be “ YES!!! ”

Although the train is scary… hehe…

We also go to beach.

Share you a secret!

The first time I went to beach is when I was 13 years old.

Hehe! Sound so weird…

This time,

I go beach with accompany of parents.

Thanks for Kelvin bring us to a nice beach.

The water is clear and cool.

Let me feel relax and happy.

Besides,

When I walk under the sun,

I feel the warm feeling.

The sun like give me a new hope.

The sunlight like give me a big power and protection.

I feel like everything gonna be fine certainly.

When I step the sand,

The sand as soft as my pillow.

This makes me I want to sleep on the sand.

Now I realise this is beautiful of nature. :D

Holiday finish!

Is time for me to practice my singing?

I think so!!!

Hehe~! Say “Good Luck” to myself.

Stay tuned~

My new friendship...

Before I end my second semester study life, I am very lucky that I get new family. At the beginning, we don’t know each other. Time can change everything. After few months, we are getting closer and closer. Now, we treat each other as family. When one of them have problem, we sure involve ourselves to it. We solve the problem together. They treat me with the same way. Once I get trouble, they sure give me a help and support. I very appreciate it. When I feel stress and sad, they always beside me, they won’t let me alone. They treat me as their youngest sister. I feel very happy that I have older sister and brother. Thanks for everything. You really help me a lot.

First time, I cry for friend. I still remember the moment that you move out from our house. I send you to the taxi. My tears come out with non-stop. I tried to let myself be stronger but I failed to do that. Finally I cry. At the moment, I really feel I can’t live without you. The reason is because I already look you as my sister.

First time, I feel lonely when in the room. I miss the moment that we chit-chat before we sleep. I miss the moment that three of us enjoy the dinner together. I most remember is when I missed the bus stop and the driver fetch me go to Mid Valley. MC and you had tried to lead me the road and how to take LRT. I still remember the night your voice show that you are really worried me badly. Besides, the fellow - MC. He keeps calling me and I know that you are really feels worrying. That night I won’t forget all the time. :D

Although the last member that I met in the group. The Kelvin boy. He gives me a cool feeling when we meet at first time. He never talks to me before. Our friendship gives a strange feeling to both of us. After that, we start the first conversation. I know that he is the boy that hard to chat with people. Since the first conversation, we have a lot of topic to talk. He is a boy that very nice and helpful. At the same time, once you faces problem, he also is the person that support and help you. We are very bad, because we also bully him. Haha! The moments all we together are the passion for me to independent.

I feel glad that I have few of new “family” members. I’m very lucky that they never let me feel alone. Even I face many hardship, they still accompany me to solve it. Really thanks a lot… Yisha, M.C and Kelvin. Although we have less chance to meet, but I hope that we can join together again and again.

November~

Hey,

Someone is complaining my blog no update.

Well, I’m back…hehe

November!!!

What a busiest month for me.

Radio podcast, sell product, Nokia Application presentation,

Report, Personal Website development…

These all are trying to killing me…

But I never feel tired for those things.

On the other hand,

I feel that I have many challenge days…

I like it.

These can make my life be more challenge and interesting.

These assignment and project are fulfilling my life.

It won’t let my life become aimless.

Addict to photography,

Finally join to the photography club… Light@KDU

Yes!!! I got it…

Feel millions of exciting.

I can snap numerous of photo…

I can many new friends that same interest with me.

Woohoo!

I just get a freedom and relax weekend.

I snap everything…

Thanks for Blue bird brother accompany me,

And also be my blue bird brother driver fetches me back home.

Thanks you be my listener too…

Thanks for everything.

Meet two new friends again…

Fiona and Nelson…

Blue bird brother’s friend.

We have a great Saturday at One Utama.

Nelson is a good photographer same as Blue bird brother…

Fiona is a very pretty and friendly girl.

She looks very cute and nice to talk.

Thanks she be my model too…

This time,

I have snap many satisfy photo.

I like it so much.

Hope my lecturer satisfy too… teehee~

My wish list…

I wish want to buy a long lens for my DSLR.

Haha… Crazy to photography.

But still need to improve my skills…

Haha…

Don’t worry…everything will be ok…

Exam is coming soon.

I must forget everything which not related to exam.

I must concentrate to my study and revision.

My target for CGPA of this time is 3.5…

I hope I can get it.

From now on,

No shopping,

No movie,

No Chiong K,

No Emo-ing,

No insomnia,

No yamcha,

No dreaming,

No gaming…

Gambateh…

Good Luck for my friends and senior too.

BECKY LEE!!! READY? GO GO GO!!! FIGHT FOR IT~

Take a short break~

Today I feeling better...
Is time for me to take a short break?
I think so~
Early morning just randomly go to capturing photo.
Someone tell me photography can change mood better.
I did it~
Early in the morning,
I wake up with happy mood. 
I decide take some photo when I on the way to college.
I don't know why?
Just feel today is a great day for me.
Chic chak...chic chak...
Just take photo everywhere...
I try to use different road go to college.
It really different feel for me,
although the road distance is longer that I usually use.
Later still have meeting need to go.
Everything will be fine~
Just enjoy the day...


Alone...
Actually also is a good way for myself to relax.
Walk alone,
Shopping alone...
I think that is the best thing for me to do now... :D


Tomorrow no class...
Anyone?
No! Just me...
Walk around...
Try to view everything with optimistic mood...
That could be better for me... 

A busy and tired month...

Sorry guys,
I'm no update my blog since long time ago.
This semester really full of challenging and stress.
It is a tired and busy month for me...
There are many thing happen in this month.


First,
I join the nokia application development competition. 
Sound good and interesting right?
Yea, it is... but also make me become a mad girl.
I almost spend whole night in college to do this stuff.


Second,
We need to do a event that selling the product in our college.
Izit our product can get a good respond?
I hope it can be...
Because the profit will as consideration for our grade of creative strategy subject.
Stresssss againnnn......


Third,
We need to produce a poster "left 4 dead"
I admit I need to improve more my photoshop skill.
I realise that the photoshop are very important for this semester.


Forth,
We need to create our personal website.
Oh My Smurffff...
It is also a big challenge for me.
I never think about I want to create a personal website for myself.


Fifth,
Exam is coming soon~
I still wondering when I can start to do my revision.
I have set a high target for myself.
I hope I can achieves it.
Really~


However,
there also have a thing that can make me happy...
There is photography.
Now,
Photography become a part of my life.
I don't know since when I fall in to photograph.
I think it is two people influence me.
One is my lecturer...Mr.Valen.
His photo really inspire me...
I can feel the story in the photo.
This is the first time,
I want to spend time to view a person's photo.
And 
One is my senior, good friend and brother too...Blue bird...
haha... 
He is a person who like to capturing. 
He is the one who treat his DSLR as his girl friend.
He is the one that help me so much in photo communication subject...
He is the one who help,guide and teach me in photography.
I very appreciate to him.
Thanks very much... Blue bird... XD


There also have one thing that I can't forgot in my life.
There is......
I never forgot that night what I did.
I will remember what "XXX" say to me.
This also make me awake...
Thanks for your answer.
This is the first time that I cry for two days and two night.
I still remember the night...
My mind are thinking of you.
I can tell that the sky are black and no any star twinkling.
This night, I'll never forgot.
Even my housemate hug me,
but it also useless for me.
At the moment,
I hope time can over faster.
I remember a person told me that photography can change mood better.
I tried it. 
It work.
But after photography,
my mood change to bad mood again...
I feel happy that we still are friend.


Just come back from hometown.
Long time I no back hometown.
I miss my bed.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
I miss my piano.
I miss my room.
I miss everything in my hometown.
Home really is the best place for me to take a breath.
I feeling better after I back from hometown.
I saw my mummy wait me in front of the gate.
I saw my grandma wait me with the tired eyes because it is night when I reach home.
I saw my daddy wait me come down from the bus.
I saw my brother with his smiling face.
These scenes change my mood getting better and better.
I feel the world are peace in that moment.
There are no words can describe my feeling.


Although it is only a few days,
I need to back to my life.
But this time I can solve the problem with smiling face.


Unfortunately,
the stress and angry come to visit me again.
Am I too weak?
Am I a weak person?
Suddenly,
I feel like there are no hope in this world...
The problem coming one by one.
I can't accept it at the moment.
I feel I want to give up everything.
I don't know what I suppose to do now.
I very tired...tired...tired...
But I know I can't give them up. 
Those are my responsibility.
So I have the responsible to complete it.
So I try to change myself become stronger and stronger.
I have confident that I can overcome the problem that I face now.
You never try, you never know.~.
Izit true?
I think so!!!


God Bless Me~ I hope everything can run smoothly...
I miss the moment that we together.
Possible the moment will appear in my life again?
The answer is ...???
Becky Lee!~~ is time to wake up!!! 
Cheer~ Good Luck!
A brand new life. 

Stay tuned~